Well I'm leaving for Alaska on Friday-woot woot!!I' so stoked I cant wait but to be honest I'm a little scared because I know there is SO much I'm going to have to take care of when I get there and I'm going to have to do it all on my own-nothing new really but still its like reality is hitting me about the responisbilities I'm going to have. But all in all I'm happy I think this is the right decision for me I just hope I'm right.
So other than that nothing much has been going on with me. Just been doing some lat minute shopping and packing. Had to go out and go prom shopping b/c my firned mat asked me to go with him(prom is the night I arrive into Alaska-ironic huh?lol) and dress shopping was a little irratating but fun,I can't wait to go I've never been to prom or any other formalish dance before except for homecomign and it was a disaster.So hopefully this one will turn out better.
I'm still fighting and battling with almost everyone I know. Had a couple more 'falling outs' with some friends and family but honestly I dont know if I care all that much. My friend Rick and I finally had it out...it makes me so sad to think about how things are between us now. We're not even on talking terms and I already know that nothing is going to be like it once was between us. He IS one of the friendships I care about so much and now its all lost . I think it has a lot to do with his girlfriend but thats a whole nother issue. The way he hurt me still has me in shock but I guess all I can do is let go of it and become stronger (once again) because of it.
Well thats about it for now ....next time I write I'll probably be in Alaskawoo hoo I'm going to try to hurry up and save and get a new camera so I can start submiting but until then ........